But its very hard! Thou right now i know my crush is liking me back but, unfortunately i still compare him with my ex. I also realize how i enjoyed being single so i think i would say no to him. Yeah, im happy but i said to him that i still remember my ex. Til now he was still the one and only, and unforgettable. But i think he is now very good. His girlfriend is pretty, and looks fit with him. They both are in the same church, its very very good to know that. And also his girlfriend is a dancer. Thamborine dancer. Im so glad that shes very good. I just wondering my ex will get another bad metropolitan girl, but he didnt. Now that he is with the right person and i should be thankful even thou i still get envy with that girl. I should wait for another jul. And i realize i should wait for another habibie. If you know what i mean. Lol. Anyway living a single life is not too bad. I feel free*suchassyahrinisaid* lmao. I can go here there and nobodys care, nobodys gonna get mad at me, if i didnt call them or text them where do i do on that time or whatever, stuff for couple, yeah i think you know that. I dont use stuff for couple right now, and im enjoying it very much. I like adventure so i think i should visit much place as much as i can, right now when im still young. I think i should be single on this time, i promise i will accompany belinda and floren because im their bestfriend so i will stay single til they get some boyfriend to introduce. Lol. I will be so happy if they both could get boyfriend first. They both are pretty good person, so i think one boy enough for forever. Pray for us. Bye!
I starting to like someone right now. So far we both are so close, he is my buddy, everyday on campus i spend many time with him. And i dont know why i falling for him. He is very kind, too kind actually, he is not funny but can easily make me laugh. But unfortunately he was liking somebody else :( its hurt because i just pretending not to like him, but inside me i do really really like him. And seems like he like me too but i dont know about his feeling for me. It was really made me upset because my buddy already know about my feelings for him. And he promise me to tell him about my feeling, but im very scare to death if he tell him. It was so embarassing. He always tell that im pretty and we always make a funny conversation on bbm. We both have some cute name. I know that he was really in love with somebody else but when i ask him, he always said no. I really cant guess whats on his mind. But i do really like him. I always said to him that i like nobody cause im not moving on yet, but actually i like him. First time i thought about him made me realize its just a temporary feelings cause we always spent time together this last one month. But so far, til now i dont know why i couldnt stop thinking about him, even tonight we both dont make any conversation in bbm. Im so sad actually, cause seems like he doesnt care about me, even though i look sad on bbm cause my granny is in the hospital, getting worst cause her sick. I just getting down more and more when i look my ex’s status on path. Yeah last night was a very very broken hearted night for me. I forced my self to be happy, but last night i really really cant forget about what happened. Im so anxious about my granny, and i promise i will take care of her tonight after pingky’s birthday bash. But right now i finally realize there are so many things that i should thank God for. He was too kind, and from all of this problem He has given to me, i know He always have back up plan, actually a very best plan. Just never stop put hope in Him and pray until something happen. Okay just it, happy saturday buddy😊